Been A Minute...

I know, I know...but been caught up this summer!! Adapting, again to NYC..lovin it and the "love" I'm receiving here. Helps that I came from Chi, IL(in my opinion, closest thing to NYC in this country; but of course there's only one Big Apple). And it helps that I lived here long ago...in a land far, far away!!

I want to start this post by saying I really was and still am overwhelmed by the response I received from my post: "I Almost Died". The outpouring of love and concern really touched me and made/makes me feel more like a real person and not just some porn persona or model; that fact? Very important to me and very appreciated.

I must also say, I got a lot of "hate" and even some folks and so-called friends, questioning my validity and calling themselves "inspectors" when no one asked them to be or needed them to be. Some of them still adhered to the "messiness" by doing all kinds of bogush shit; i.e. forwarding the text/email I sent to people in malicious ways, questioning me without validating their facts or simply talking more shit...
To all of those people, and u know who u r? Fuck u with a big ole horse penis!! And not in a good way!! Real talk.
It amazes me how people like to jump to their own conclusions or take misinformation or half information or even no information and try to comment, question or even validate their ignorance. God bless u all because evidently, you need it bad!! As you'll notice, I'm not mentioning their names because I refuse to give any energy to their immaturity, 2-facededness(I know, not a word, but it makes a point) and overall messy conduct. So if you're reading this particular passage and think I'm talking to you? I probably am and it's your guilt that makes you recognize yourself in my words. Deal with it Byatches!!

On another tip, I've experienced a lot this summer. I've made some really great new and important friends and some new "enemies". I've had certain people who have said they are my friends show me their real selves(not the "representative" they sent at first) and they have been cut out completely of my life! The self righteous, pretentious and hypocritical assholes can go way and do it now!! Again, if you think I'm talking to you, I prolly am...As Damito Jo aptly put it: "You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you, don't u, don't u"...love her!!
I'd also like to take this time to point out certain old and new friends who have really stood out as true friends in more than just word but thru deed and real concern:
Chicago, IL:
Aarin D(my kat, my boy always); Vic R(invaluable help to me to this very day); Wrigley(my bro, my dude and some1 who just calls to chek in...refreshing); Mr. Marthol(surprised hungh? But I've always admired your spunk, your candor, your opinion; even tho I don't agree with it most of the time...smile); Rick(surprised hungh?); Will(uve handled a lot and you've impressed me with your strength and sincerity..wow); Jennifer and Kym(2 very genuine souls who've shown me what "genuine" really means even tho we met, thru some1 else!); B. Powell(sumtimes I wanna punch you, but u kno, I wuv u much!); Forrest(accepting, kul and the biological bro of my "closest" friend; thanks 4 bein real w/me all the time); BigDave(nuff said baby..u know u gots my luv); DaveM(best friend of 1 of my ex's and true Janet fan..almost as much as me, and one helluva barber; wuv u!); Rob(do I have 2 say n e thing? U've always got my heart!)

Atlanta, Ga:
"Blackman"(big baby..much wuv always; the true example of what a best friend can and should be); JayB(surprise again; we've had our ups and downs but u've always given me respect and love)

NYC:
Nandito(damn, invaluable, caring..was there when absolutely no one else was and is still there; my LIL PA...Shawty Pimp..smile); Uncle Richard(fellow member and VP of OnyxNE and my new "Unc"..love u!); Doc(OnyxNE President;hey big bro!); SirAquarius(OnyxNE Secretary/Treasurer; wow..intense, professional...sometimes nerve racking but cud not have anybody else backing me up with the same zest and enthusiasm); Egypt(OnyxNE member and new personal training client,my friend in "mess"..lol..good mess, but mess; thank you baby boy); BigCody(beautiful rooftop; beautiful boy, physically and otherwise..wuv u!); OnyxNE(the whole damn group; brotherhood at it's finest);Kenni(big ole dark sexy ass..);Joe(yeah u too baby; and when I was in the hospital, "almost dying" brought me any and everything I could want and more..wow); Jose(big ole sexy Puerto Rican who I lost touch with, but have found again; so glad); Jim(my fellow underwear lover..thanks 4 all the advice and 4 being u); Dunkin(respect, respect, respect..all I can say baby!)

Michigan
Gene(wow man, what can I say, luv u)

Tennessee:
Laneil(not the most punctual person, but always comes thru in the pinch)


North Carolina:
Curtis(photographer, friend, confidant)

Miami:
"Luigi"(if I admire and/or aspire to be n e one, it's this man...much luv, Venezuelan hottie!!); RicanKing(u've been there, you're still there and love your "skills"...smile)

Los Angeles:
AaronR(big baby, big sexy, my friend and kindred soul; thanx man just 4 being u)

Please understand, there are more folks I love and who I know love me, but had to give these few people the "nod" as without their various "nods", I prolly wouldn't have made it!

So, enuf of the mushy stuff...lol..gonna start a Tumbler Page today and will provide the link; its gonna include all the pics from the various "adventures" I've had so far in The Big Apple this summer; it's not complete because summer is not complete, but I think you'll like it.

As always I welcome your comments and questions but...keep it cute bcuz anybody who knows me, knows I give what I get and that ain't always a good thing!
So gotta go; gonna work on the Tumbler and will post link here and on Twitter(iiaann3000) as soon as possible.
As alwayz, I'mma do my best to keep it sexy and if in the NYC area and you need a masseur and/or personal trainer? I'm your man!! Results are guaranteed!
Masseur/Personal Training Website:
www.phdunlimited.intuitwebsites.com

"Rock's Rhetoric":
God don't love ugly; and he ain't crazy about pretty..feel me?

I Almost Died!!

So...did that title blow you away? It was meant to and it's the truth!! Now let me say:
"Ya don't have to be a sissy to be messy!!"
(We'll get to what that means real soon..)

Now, contrary to things I read on various sites and contrary to "lil messy folk" who've written things "anonymously"(guess cuz they ain't man/men enuff to let you put a face to the ignorance), I did not "almost die" from "The Package" otherwise known as HIV/Aids. So that should be crystal clear!! No more speculation, no more of u "gurls" and you know who u r, talking yo sh*t!

Very simply, I contracted(from an unskilled giver of head) the flesh eating bacteria...yup, you heard right; so I reiterate that "sucking of the dick", "rappin on the mike", however you want to term it is a lost art and needs some diligent practice!! It simply took this individual's teeth to scrape, not cut, but "scrape" me and the space of about 4 minutes, I was afflicted! Now I could go into the gory details but I'm going to give you guys the "reader's digest" version(that means the abridged version). Here goes:
The flesh eating virus is a mutation of plain ole Strep Throat; people who have it have NO symptoms nor do they exhibit any outward signs. It is NOT a STD. A fact that most people don't realize is that other than the "flesh eating" part, once it enters your blood stream, it begins to shut down your major organs. When I was admitted to the hospital with this affliction, my kidneys were on their way to "shutting down". I was hospitalized for 21 days and have long lasting effects from this infection("racin' stripe on my dick where the dead skin was removed and kidney disease) but...when I left the hospital, I left with the diagnosis of "zero infection".
This affliction has taught me so many things; in no particular order:
1. Everyone who says they are your friend? Is NOT....I think this was the most important thing I learned.
2. People who cannot suck dick? Shouldn't and when the teeth scrape the FIRST time, stop 'em!!
3. Nothing is promised, nothing; not the next day or even the next minute; catch it!
4. God controls all; you are in control of nothing...one mo' gin: GOD CONTROLS ALL; YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF NOTHING!

Now, as most of you know, it's been awhile since I've posted any kind of blog; that now changes. I am on my new business(massage/personal training), I am actively modeling and now that I'm in the Big Apple, I have even more opportunity for that, and I am more appreciative than ever of my TRUE friends(u know who u r, just like those who have NOT been my friends, know who they are).
So...look for more posts, more insights, more everything from Ian Rock!! Look for more honesty, more realness, more of ME!! U can't handle that? Don't read, move on...free country; but please remember, friend and foe alike, I'm a man first and everything else second!
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I am here; despite alot of your wishes, I ain't goin nowhere...God is good all the time, and all the time, God is good!

Much Wuv, people.
Ian Rock

ROCK'S RHETORIC:
You can't tell everybody everything God is doing for you; it'll seem like you're bragging. Instead, let them just sit back and watch!!

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