So...did that title blow you away? It was meant to and it's the truth!! Now let me say:
"Ya don't have to be a sissy to be messy!!"
(We'll get to what that means real soon..)
Now, contrary to things I read on various sites and contrary to "lil messy folk" who've written things "anonymously"(guess cuz they ain't man/men enuff to let you put a face to the ignorance), I did not "almost die" from "The Package" otherwise known as HIV/Aids. So that should be crystal clear!! No more speculation, no more of u "gurls" and you know who u r, talking yo sh*t!
Very simply, I contracted(from an unskilled giver of head) the flesh eating bacteria...yup, you heard right; so I reiterate that "sucking of the dick", "rappin on the mike", however you want to term it is a lost art and needs some diligent practice!! It simply took this individual's teeth to scrape, not cut, but "scrape" me and the space of about 4 minutes, I was afflicted! Now I could go into the gory details but I'm going to give you guys the "reader's digest" version(that means the abridged version). Here goes:
The flesh eating virus is a mutation of plain ole Strep Throat; people who have it have NO symptoms nor do they exhibit any outward signs. It is NOT a STD. A fact that most people don't realize is that other than the "flesh eating" part, once it enters your blood stream, it begins to shut down your major organs. When I was admitted to the hospital with this affliction, my kidneys were on their way to "shutting down". I was hospitalized for 21 days and have long lasting effects from this infection("racin' stripe on my dick where the dead skin was removed and kidney disease) but...when I left the hospital, I left with the diagnosis of "zero infection".
This affliction has taught me so many things; in no particular order:
1. Everyone who says they are your friend? Is NOT....I think this was the most important thing I learned.
2. People who cannot suck dick? Shouldn't and when the teeth scrape the FIRST time, stop 'em!!
3. Nothing is promised, nothing; not the next day or even the next minute; catch it!
4. God controls all; you are in control of nothing...one mo' gin: GOD CONTROLS ALL; YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF NOTHING!
Now, as most of you know, it's been awhile since I've posted any kind of blog; that now changes. I am on my new business(massage/personal training), I am actively modeling and now that I'm in the Big Apple, I have even more opportunity for that, and I am more appreciative than ever of my TRUE friends(u know who u r, just like those who have NOT been my friends, know who they are).
So...look for more posts, more insights, more everything from Ian Rock!! Look for more honesty, more realness, more of ME!! U can't handle that? Don't read, move on...free country; but please remember, friend and foe alike, I'm a man first and everything else second!
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Much Wuv, people.
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